haish
Saturday, September 03, 2005
with ♥ 11:20 AM
well...life's e same. darn wei lian become superstar. thank goodness kelly oso got contract.. a BETTER contract. wahaha. hope junyang n derrick both haf too.... and wahaha. biao di's bdae 2dae. happi bdae!! and well. still liddat. i guess. tere are sho many bloodie misunderstandings. too many 2 clear them all. sighx. i guess.. i cant help it. i cant help believing in shit hope...or nt being able 2 let go...reenx..deb...im sry bt i aint as strong as u two...im much more..lets see. emotional? i dunno larx. i cant let go. maybe cuz i dun tink i wan to too. i guess. juz let fate takes its own course. juz wishin evrything will be e same again...maybe, i shldnt haf been sho strong in e 1st place. whies held on...i wun haf end up liddat. bt..haish. i dunno. im lost. i shld heed all my fwenx advice. move on. bt it seems im rooted. i still love him. wat ppl sae...i juz cant bring myself 2 do it... and i tot i was strong. i told myself i hated him. i told myself im pickin up again. i TOT i did it. i guess. i was wrong. i can even bring myself 2 hate him. i realli cant. i guess...tis is wat i get 4 being sho emotional...4 being so naive... for..loving whole-heartedly....my results sux. so dun ask. mp3 confiscated by mum. wadeva. dunno larx. life juz sux. juz wen i tot i haf a perfect life. haish. juz hafta study lyk hell nw. or else..im realli sho screwed. i hate holidaes.=jinghui=
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